RELINK. (:

Http://rapidhopeloss-.blogspot.com

The past has gone, its time to say goodbye.

Like Hello?
Im married to my computer,
how do you expect me stay away from it right?

So yeah, here's what I've been up to.

FRIDAY.
- Spag for lunch. (: yum
- Met up with Ariel, Chew &Fionn at Novena.
(PS. I was early &Fionn was the LATEST! (:)
- Pigged out at Kfc.
- Tuition at Lib (Thanks Fionn &Ariel!)
- Slacked at Macs!
- Home smelly home.

Rough Summary: The day sucked, cause like
I wanted to join Fionn &all for the
movie, but I couldnt cause like I
have to study for the darn retest. ):
So yeah. It ruined my mood!

SATURDAY!
- Chinese tuition at 10.30am.
- Watched PrettyCure &Groom my room too.
- Memorised Heart Contents.
- Slept/Napped for 2 &a half hours.
- Ate breakfast, lunch &dinner.
(Apparently, I forgot all about meals)
- Mamaaaaa House for curry feast!
- Jerrold, Janice &all came over.
- Lights out.

Rough Summary: No Marko! I do not watch
PrettyCure on purpose! Somehow its on
whenever I watch KidsCentral!

SUNDAY
- Talked to Godmom regarding Europe trip.
(She feels bad for bringing her 3 other
god daughters &leaving me out.)
- Worship sucked big time.
- Lunched with Renee &all.
- Home smelly home.
- Studied.
- Grace Haven! (:
(I love Eric &Weijun!)
- Dinner with Mom's cell group people.
- Home smelly home.

Rough Summary: They didnt come. Chickens.
Anyways, Church sucks all the time. -_-".
Okay only Salvation Army la. Timmy's
church is alright. &yeah, AuntyCathy
says I might be able work at Grace Haven!
Yeah with ERIC! &WEIJUN! &JEREMY! &GARRY!
&GRACE! &YAO XING!

-FAINTS!

But I thinks its volunteery.
Anyways, I dont quite mind. (:
If I get to see them, I'd be
more than happy! They make me
smileeee. (:

MONDAY!
- Met Justti at TPY!
(PS. I WAS EARLY! :D:D!)
- Bought Macs to school.
- Studied in canteen.
(It was darn noisy!)
- Proceeded to R301!
- Studied bio. :D!
- Talked, talked &talked!
- Chat with MsKuan for abit! (:
- Fionn &I went to town.
- Home smelly home.

YEAH.

Rough summary: I finally got to see Adnan.
(oof ayunni punani. :D:D!)
I almost fell outside Yoshi.
Some idiot tripped me. But I regained my
balance. &THANKGOD! That FleshImp fella
wasnt there! Im abit scared of him after
the previous incident. (Fionn stop laughing,
not funnnny at all.)

Oh yeah! &I saw Brandon! (:

PHONE CONVO:
Brandon: Abby, you're at town right?
Abby: Uh.. NOOOOO!
Brandon: Outside the hotel right?
Abby: Uh.. NOOOO!
Brandon: Uh, Im behind you.
(Abby &Fionn turns around)
Abby: NOOO!

Yeah so like Yow was behind! (:
His shirt was ..funny "Dont copy me"
or smth like that. -_-"

I, ABBY WONG! BOOK BRANDON YOW JIE WEI
FOR A HORROR FILM ONE DAY! :D!

&I also found out that Horoscopes
arent all that bullshitty.
Their quite true, well, maybe to me.

Sagittarius (Nov 22 - Dec 21)
Things are what they are -- don't waste time trying to change them.

It can be very difficult to accept things as they are there is such a strong feeling deep inside of you that wishes things were different. But things are what they are, and you should not waste any more time trying to make someone else change they way they feel. If you can move past this today, you will feel freer faster. Your independence is of key importance right now, and you are going to want to be unencumbered by emotional dramas. Relish this imperfect situation. It is a gift.

Artist: 3 Doors Down
Song: When I'm Gone

Theres another world inside of me that you may never see,
Theres secrets in this life I cant hide.
Well, somewhere in this darkness, theres a light that I cant find
Well, maybe its to far away, maybe Im just blind
Maybe Im just blind,

Chorus

So hold me when Im here,
Love me when Im wrong,
Hold me when Im scared,
And love me when Im gone.

Everything I am,
And everything in me,
Wants to be the one you wanted me to be.
Ill never let you down,
Even if I could,
Give up everything,
If only for your good,

So hold me when Im here,
Love me when Im wrong,
Hold me when Im scared,
You won’t always be there,
So love me when Im gone.
So love me when Im gone

Refrain

When your education x-ray cannot see under my skin,
I wont tell you a damn thing that I could not tell my friends.
Now roaming through this darkness,
I’m alive but Im alone,
Part of me is fighting this but part of me is gone.

Chorus

So hold me when Im here,
Love me when Im wrong,
Hold me when Im scared,
And love me when Im gone.

Everything I am,
And everything in me,
Wants to be the one you wanted me to be.
Ill never let you down,
Even if I could,
Give up everything,
If only for your good,

So hold me when Im here,
Love me when Im wrong,
Hold me when Im scared,
You wont always be there,
So love me when Im gone.

Maybe Im just blind.

RARH RARH RARH.
Im happy, cause I blocked -.
- doesnt deserve anyone actually,
not even her. yeaps.

-nodds.

Bye Smelly People.

IM SUPER ANNOYED NOW CAUSE
I JUST MISSED JUSTICE LEAGUE. ):

IM SORRY! I JUST HAD TO BLOG!

I love Cheng! (: I love SEANCHENG! (:
-beams!

He sung Story of a Girl by 3 Doors Down
to me. &I melted!

"This is the story of a girl
Who cried a river and drowned the whole world
And while she looks so sad in photographs I absolutely love her
When she smiles

ABBY! PLEASE STOP CRYING!"

-MELTS! (:

ChengyBaby! Im smilingggggggggggg! (:

&I love AYUNNI.

the unsuspecting victim. says:
abby dear!
the unsuspecting victim. says:
i miss you!
& jump the gun on the run says:
eeee
& jump the gun on the run says:
go away!
the unsuspecting victim. says:
i really really miss you
& jump the gun on the run says:
-SPRAYS INSECTICIDE
the unsuspecting victim. says:
haha!
& jump the gun on the run says:
-SPRAYS PESTICIDE!
& jump the gun on the run says:
AHHH
the unsuspecting victim. says:
im serious
& jump the gun on the run says:
WHY NOT WORKING!
the unsuspecting victim. says:
i really miss you!

Hello Punani! I missed you too. (Not)
Okay, Im gna grab my twisties &watch
justice league!

Byebye.

I HATE HER! I HATE HER! I HATE HER! I HATE HER! I HATE HER! I HATE HER! I HATE HER! I HATE HER! I HATE HER! I HATE HER! I HATE HER! I HATE HER! I HATE HER! I HATE HER!
I HATE HER! I HATE HER! I HATE HER! I HATE HER! I HATE HER! I HATE HER! I HATE HER! I HATE HER! I HATE HER! I HATE HER! I HATE HER! I HATE HER! I HATE HER! I HATE HER! I HATE HER! I HATE HER! I HATE HER! I HATE HER! I HATE HER! I HATE HER! I HATE HER! I HATE HER! I HATE HER! I HATE HER! I HATE HER! I HATE HER! I HATE HER! I HATE HER!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUDD! (:

Hello my little china sister. :D!
I didnt forget ogay.

HAPPY TRAINING AYE!

Loves,
Abby the CHINGALA (chinese + bangla)

If you wait for me then,
Ill come for you
Although I've travelled far
I always hold a place for you in my heart
If you think of me
If you miss me once in awhile
Then I'll return to you
I'll return &fill that space in your heart
Remembering
Your touch
Your kiss
Your warm embrace
Ill find my way back to you
If youll be waiting
If you dream of me like I dream of you
In a place that's warm and dark
In a place where I can feel the beating of your heart



This is hopefully my last post until
the 10th of November, after my papers.

Please love me or I'll be gone.
I'll be gone.

Anyhow, there's just this song
that has been ringing over
&over in my head.

Its Valentine, by Martina Mcbride.

If there were no words
No way to speak
I would still hear you
If there were no tears
No way to feel inside
Id still feel for you

And even if the sun refused to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart until the end of time
Youre all I need, my love, my valentine

All of my life
I have been waiting for
All you give to me
Youve opened my eyes
And showed me how to love unselfishly

Ive dreamed of this a thousand times before
But in my dreams I couldn’t love you more
I will give you my heart
Until the end of time...
Youre all I need, my love, my valentine

And even if the sun refused to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart until the end of time
cause all I need is you, my valentine
Youre all I need, my love, my valentine
I do mean everything I say.
&I'll be back with a story.

BleedlikeF.

Shot me down, as I flew by.
Selfish needs, Selfish deeds,
to satisfy yourself, you chose to hurt.

Your former love, she treated you bad.
She multiple-timed you, you didnt mind?
I asked you once, I asked you twice.
If she wanted you back, would you?

As clear as crystal, I remembered
you assured me, singing around my
head were your words &promises.

None were kept, none were fulfilled.

Yeah uh hur, your selfish needs, your selfish deeds.
Spare a thought for the world,
well, at least me, I plead.

Does she love you like I do?
Does she know you like I do?
Does she keep everything you give her?
Does she treat you like you're special?

Im so stressed &tired, I could just do
a titanic stunt by the window now.

Goodbye world.

Cause you let the 24th fly by
without a care nor a damn.

ITS ME, MY FAULT, MY PROBLEM.

I wonder where your heart is
cause it sure don't feel like it's here
Sometimes I think you wish
that I would just disappear
Have I got it all wrong
Have you felt this way long
Are you already gone

Do you feel lonely
when you're here by my side
Does the sound of freedom
echoe in your mind
Do you wish you were by yourself
or that I was someone else,
anyone else






RARR ):
So like those above are the photos
from Monday, I've been almost too
lazy to upload them.

You're making me fall down,
I'm fallin' down again
I wish you could fall down,
Can you catch me darling?

Anyway, please pay careful attention to
Picture number3! My Darling sister, Cel,
has this, super major crush on him. (:

HE'S ELLEN'S BROTHER!
HE'S JANICE &JOYLENE'S COUSIN!
&HE'S BENJAMIN!
yadddddddddda!

Well, I just think its so sweet!
He's like the first guy Cel likes!

I almost suspected she lesbonic or smth!

Picture 4, yeaaah thats my sexy sister man!

TODAY! Was late for school! Hardy haha!
I had to runnnnnn in. Yeap, I ran okay!

Contact time was borrrrring! ):
Hey, I might not retain afterall,
gna retake my sciences (physics/bio)
&cheena chinese!

PS. I PASSED MY BIO OGAY!

Had this stupid Fire drill TWICE!. -_-"
SO -_-" OGAY!

Poor sec3s! We had to run all the
way from the 4th level to the 1st
TWICE today. Just cause of that
stupid fire drill.

Exhausting can?

&next, we had to climb all the
way up to the Dance Studio,
6 Floors up is no kidding ogay.

Especially when you walked up &down
like Four times today. -_-"

I'd rather like .. RUN 2.4km.

Had an early recess, Food Fair, oh shucks,
the food sucks please. Arghs!

So we headed back up to class
&did some of this ...




Those who thinks Veronigga is an Ahlian,
please raise your hand &say "Aye!"
HAHAHAHAH! Eh nigga, seriously laaaah
your freakin' hair tells me you're
a freakin' lian! So stop living in
self denial! (: -beams

Oh nehneh, she's so gna kill
me for saying that. HAHAHAHH!



Left to right: Jasmine, Abby, Sara, Veronigga &NicoleBen.




Left to right: Abby, Niggalette!, Veronigga &NicoleBen.

Yeah &then, we had the Shoebox thingy right!
mmhm, Jo teo scolded like sooo many people
cause they didnt bring boxes &presents
for the orphans.

HEY I BROUGHT!
nehnannypoopooo!!

Anyways, Nina group bought a
Patrick Star for the kiddo. ):
WEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHS!
(Picture below!)

I was sooooooo tempted to take
it &put it in my bag! HAHAHA!

&I dont know which idiot had to
rubb it in by saying that she has
the bigggggg one at home.

ARGHS!



Mmmhm, then we got bored.
&Yes, thats how we sit. (:
So cool zai nehzx!

Chew's like "Touch no evil",
so she's covering her boobies.
HAHAHA! Ariel, the sick minded
one came out with that. So lame.




&Then, Ariel went to sleep
when I left to go talk to Diana,
Nina &all. mmhmm.

Sam's so gaaaaaaay! (:
She was like listening to her Mp3
&at the same time listening
to our convo.

So like halfway she'll turn around
&say "WHO!"

mhmm! Told Diana some things!
It has been pretty long since
we've talked about "those" kind
of things! (Actually, bitching)



Yeah, so after school, Chew, Fionn, Ariel &I
decided to go down town &we ate at Pepper Lunch!
Oh Yumyum! (:

WE TALKED! &TALKED! &TALKED!

&There's Ariel posing for the camera!
HAHA! (: &below is a photo of the
corn I removed from the rice.

EW. I hate corn.





Mmhmm, so ogay.

What can I say?
I love my friends. (:


Artist: Martina Mcbride
Song: A Broken Wing

She loved him like he was
The last man on Earth
Gave him everything she ever had
He'd break her spirit down
Then come lovin' up on her
Give a little then take it back

She'd tell him about her dreams
He'd just shoot 'em down
Lord he loved to make her cry
You're crazy for believin'
You'll ever leave the ground
He said Only angels know how to fly

And with a broken wing
She still sings
She keeps an eye on the sky
With a broken wing
She carries her dreams
Man you ought to see her fly

One Sunday morning
She didn't go to church
He wondered why she didn't leave
He went up to the bedroom
Found a note by the window
With the curtains blowin' in the breeze

And with a broken wing
She still sings
She keeps an eye on the sky
With a broken wing
She carries her dreams
Man you ought to see her fly

With a broken wing
She carries her dreams
Man you ought to see her fly


BleedlikeF. ):

Byes.

Brokened; Hey you didnt have to do such a thing to me, I didnt deserve it. Why make me go through all this bull? I owe you no shit. I dont. Sigh. I dont think you have an answer for that either, just admit, you're one hell of a selfish person. You only care about yourself. Its all about you.

If you want me to wait,
I would wait for you.
If you tell me to stay,
I would stay right through.
If you dont want to say anything at all,
I'm happy wondering.

If you miss me have no fear
I'll be here, I'll be waiting.

Cause you know, nothings gna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love

&you're sure that, nothings gna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
Though world may change my whole life through but
Nothings gna change my love for you

I feel Cheated.

Tell me, why did you have to lie.
Make me fall, fall right through.
Made me go through so much pain.

EH TELL ME WHY LAH.

If I could swear, I would sworn right through.
But I made a promise, &thats not to swear.
If I could slash, I would have slashed right through.
But I made a promise, &thats not to selfinflict.

Funny aye, I kept my promises through
up &downs, but you just gave up.

All for her? All for "ME<3"?

Im not ready for another,
not another mess, no, Im not ready.

&you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything seems like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know your alive





GOOD O' SONGS AYE! (:
-Beams!

Some say the kind of Music you
listen describes the kind of
person you are.

Goodbye doesn't mean forever
Let me tell you goodbye doesn't mean
we'll never be together again
Though we may be so far apart you still
will have my heart
So forget your past my Goodbye Girl
'Cause now you're home at last.
-David Gates (Goodbye Girl)

&I feel like CRAP. ):

rar! where are you?
I need you to pull me out of
this fit. &get me standing back
on my feet.

Oh Daryl, Im so tired &confused.

The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
Gets stronger then your pride
The trouble with love is
It doesnt care how fast you fall
And you cant refuse the call
See youve got no say at all



Blogger's being super off right now.):
I still have like five other photos to load
but it refuses to appear! ):

&NO! Dont tell me to use Photobucket.
I suck at codings. -_-"

Ogay, meant to post up yesterday photos.
Mainly those taken with Celeste.

Dinner was with Uncle Peter &Family,
Uncle RichardChai &Family. Mmhmm!

Jerrold was super adorable!
ITS SO FUN BULLYING HIM (:
CHARSIEW!

My shattered dreams and broken heart
are mending on the shelf

I COULDNT SLEEP LAST NIGHT!
Cause Celeste told me ghost stories
&then I kept imagining there was
something sitting on top of
the cupboard. lala. ):

So I made her stay in my room
&watch tele until I sleep.

But even so I kept waking up
at odd hours cause I was scared. -_-"

Refused to wake up for school,
but Daddy forced me too. ):
But school was great!

We had the Oh-so-lame Firedrill
talk thing, like WHALAO! Its like
a "repeat telecast" thing. -_-"

&Then we headed to the Dance Studio
to meet our Social Etiquette trainers!

I was being soooooooooooooo sian.
I started singing Teen Titan's theme song.
HAHAHAH! &Dont-know-who was singing
along with me.

Boredom is evil. It does weird
things to innocent ANGELIC! victims like me!

Our trainer rocks lah! (:
AJAY! Yeah, if you just got to know
him, you'd think he's snobby &all.
But he really isnt!

We started by doing puzzles! &then
writing some gay story! mmhm! Like
you can write anything you want! :D!

So I wrote! &it got really out of point.
Cause like suddenly, there were extra
characters like 2CharSiew Paus, Superman,
Wonderwoman, Teen Titans &even the
Powerpuff girls! (:

MMHMM, Super out of point!

&then Jade &all suggested Macs delivery! (:
YAY! So took our orders &all.

&then we were given different topics
regarding Etiquette! Oh-so-funnnnn!

Ate sweets &lollies! (:

MACS CAME! HOHO! -DROOLS!
&guess what?

AJAY PAID! (:
Love that man, I swear!
He's totally cool, he _____!
So we're all like ... the same Lingo
or something!

Yeah, so here's the bunch of photos
I managed to upload. (:


Chew! Seriously! Stop getting fresh with ME!
No kisses for you Ogay!



Danielle &Kinny has got mental illness!
Both as skinny as broomsticks yet
claiming their muscular!
-BULLSHIT!

Hallucinations. Tsk!

Danielle is like SO SHORT!
HOPELESS! (:

&franky ALWAYS poses for the camera! (:


Yeap! &thats AJAY! for you guys!
HE'S THE BEST TRAINER.

Too bad the other classes got all
the loupok ones! Nehnannypoopoo! (:

&A SHOCKER! 27 out of 38 didnt come!
YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!
Come on, Three-five rocks aye!

Artist: Brian Mcknight
Song: I Miss You

I can't remember why we fell apart,
from something that was so meant to be.
Forever was the promise in our hearts.
Now more and more I wonder where you are.

Do I ever cross your mind, anytime?
Do you ever wake up reaching out for me?
Do I ever cross your mind, anytime?
I miss you.

Still have your picture in a frame,
hear your footsteps down the hall.
I swear I hear your voice, driving me insane.
How I wish that you were the same.

Do I ever cross your mind, anytime?
Do you ever wake up reaching out for me?
Do I ever cross your mind, anytime?
I miss you.
I miss you.
I miss you.

Lonelyness and heartache.
Crying myself to sleep.
Wondering 'bout tomorrow,
won't you come back to me,
come back to me.

Do I ever cross your mind, anytime?
Do you ever wake up reaching out for me?
Do I ever cross your mind, anytime?
I miss you.


To tell the truth you know, I have been hurting all along.

Im gna sleep. Bye.